Boy-crazed Teen

I've been wanting to write something like this for awhile, and since he's been on my mind constantly lately.. I'd figure I'd let it out in a blog.

I'm kind of crazy about this guy( whose name I won't mention but we'll call him H). I met him in August 2009 and since the first time I met him, I kind of fell for him. How did it all happen you ask me? Well sit back and relax, while I tell you how it all happened (;

One day during the summer, I was at my dad's house. My dad was making dinner and told me his friend C was coming over and he was bringing his son H too. My dad told me that I'm really going to like H because he's what I would call "hot".. so my dad says. But as my dad was telling me this, I'm sitting there thinking, "Well if his dad looks like that, I'm sure he's not as 'hot' as I would like. He's probably some race car loving hick." So, later when they came I decided that I wasn't hungry and I was tired and stayed in my room while they all ate dinner in the kitchen. My dad continuously came in and said come in and asked if I was hungry.. but he knew I was hiding out from H. I ended up staying in my room until they went home.

The next day, we went out to get some stuff at the store. As we were pulling into my dad's driveway I see this guy, who looked like he was maybe 17-18 years old( and he looked like what you would consider my type), standing in the driveway working on my dad's race car. He had on a white wife beat, black basketball shorts and a black flat-rimmed Yankees hat. I turned to my dad and said, "Dad! Who is THAT?" and I had a huge smile on my face. My dad said, "Oh, that's C's son H." At that moment, I had butterflies in my stomach. He was gorgeous and was definitely my type. I got out of the car and walked inside immediately and ran to the bathroom to make sure I looked okay. After, I made sure I looked good enough.. I walked back outside and my dad introduced us and he hugged me and I at that moment his arms were around me and my heart skipped a beat.

The rest of that day, I was in and out of the house. I wasn't trying to be like annoying to him by staying outside.. but I also wasn't trying to make it seem like I didn't want to be around him. We talked for a little. He asked me a few questions like: how old are you? , where do you go to school? , where you here last night because I was here for dinner and didn't see you?

Later that night, we had a bunch of people over to have a barbecue. My dad had gotten a car he was going to race the next weekend and all the guys were over working on the car and the wives/girlfriends and kids were at the house as well. I remember me and my two cousins were sitting at the picnic table because I wanted to act like I was interested in what they were doing on the car to impress H. His dad was sitting with me tell me how good he is with cars and what not. I sat there and couldn't help but stare at him.. he simply amazed me. I might be a boy - crazy sixteen year old.. but hey! it's just how it happens.

After that day, I didn't seem him in awhile. I then went up to my dad's house one weekend with my best friend J. It was a Saturday night in October and we were extremely bored. Hanging out and spending time with my dad is fun and all.. but only thing that was on my mind was that I wanted to see H again. So I told my dad, I was bored and wanted someone my age to come over for us to hangout with. I was trying to make it sound more as if I wanted just another person to be around, rather than I have a crush on him so I want him here. My dad then call H's brother and told them to come over that his daughter wanted to see H. Cool dad, just what I wanted you to say... make me sound stalkerish! Right?

But, he came over of course and I'm not going to lie I was smiling all night long and it pretty much made my day/weekend/month. From the moment he showed up, he was telling joke and stories.. but what amazed me was.. every time he'd tell a story he'd look at me as if I was the only one in the room listening to his stories. That night we hung out and did normally teenager stuffs.

It was getting later, and we decided to go inside and watch a movie. We went inside and his brother was laying on the floor sleeping.. so we decided to mess around with him for a little. Then H decided he was hungry so he made himself bagel bites and other stuff and we're all sitting there just staring at the TV. Someone was so smart they lost the Comcast remote so we couldn't watch a movie. So, we sat there and watched H eat. My friend tells me she defiantly thinks we were flirting all night long. After he was done eating we sat there and talked and messed around with him brother some more.. then we decided we were going to go to bed and we did.

The next morning, he came in and woke me up.. not what I expected or wanted.. but then again I didn't mind waking up to that (; hahah. He told me he was going home to take a shower and what not but that he would try to come back over later to see me and watch the football games with me. He ended up not coming over though.. yeah, talk about bummer. I was pretty bummed but it was whatever.

We started to talk on Myspace though here and there through messages and he'd ask me when I'd be at my dad's house again and I'd tell him and he'd promise to come over and never did. He's good at getting my hopes up and then not coming through with his promises. But, after a month or two.. we stopped talking. But he's still all I ever think about anymore. And I don't know what to do. I want to be able to be with him like that one night.. but I don't see that happening anytime soon.. or ever.

Oh God do I hate being a teen and dealing with this boy crazy stuff. But that there is my story about how I met and instantly fell for H.